SELAMAT TAHUN BARU DUNIA!!

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU DUNIA!!

hmm, hari terakhir untuk tahun ini. entah la, mana yang baik dan mana yang buruk hasil dari sepanjang tahun ini, aku pun tak pernah amik tahu. yang aku tahu, aku telah memulakan tahun ini dengan seribu satu harapan dan rasa gembira, tapi bak kata org, kita hanya pandai merancang, tapi perancangan kita hanyalah sekadar rancangan sahaja, dan tidak sekali dengan keputusan penuh. Tuhan yg lebih mengerti. Hujung tahun ini sangat menyedihkan, bagi aku, aku sudah tak larat lagi, suda penat..
Ada apa dengan perasaan untuk tahun baru yer? harap untuk dapat yg lebih baik?? heh, stop dreaming laa.. im not looking anymore, i will stick to the last one, and still wait till last .. next year, i'll absolutely miss someone who actually bring back my feeling.. my inner feeling.. but on top of dat, i will stay as the same here, very low profile, waiting so quiet, without any hope..

sekarang aku suda ada hobi baru, mebi it's good for me, just to keep quiet.. it's all about photography things.. i bought a camera and it cost me near 2k. damn im not regret..huhu.. i enjoyed watching people beahaviour tru my lens, to see them smiles, feeling happy for themselves..and i can captured the moment of happiness..it's like, i can stop the time, and i can look again over and over..sometimes, i can just pretend, all the smiles were made for me..

gosh, im thinking to much again.. but i still hoping she can or mebi she just can or at least she still can remembered me sometimes..im not asking most of her time, mebi a minute..or at least a second for her just to remember me.. i've spent so much time to realise she's the one who can make me smiles and make me missed her like i missed something that i should missed for such a very long time..and i dun wanna lose her..
so the perfect solution for me, i'll just sitting here, wishing and praying, hoping she might calling me one day, sharing her secret..and i'll be there to listen to every words she talking about.. because i missed her so much..

azam baru untuk 2008, well..i dun know..haven't thought any of this.. cuma yg aku tahu, tahun depan, i dun have anyone to be on my side anymore...